Im suddenly feeling morose. A fortnight ago was my aunties funeral, and last weekend we went to visit a care home to see my Wifes granddad who is 96. Unfortunately I thought he was looking on his last legs, which this week has proved to be an accurate observation. My daughter was understandably upset and I didnt expect him to be that far gone. I didnt want her to see that. It looks like we will have another funeral before Christmas.
I am also awaiting a blood test result. Its a routine one, but because of the medication im on and my age, the risk of me developing this condition is higher. I will be glad when the results come as im getting nervous. It doesnt help when my Dad also has this condition though it will never be a threat to him such is his old age. Yes, that sounds grim as well.
Its dark and stormy and the thoughts of my demise one day and that of others all seems very vivid to me at the moment. There is a lot of death ahead.
I told you I dont like December.
Sorry to hear the bad news. :( I agree that the prospect of winter does seem very grim, and as I was getting ready for sleep, I had the same thoughts--that it seems death is around the corner. Something has got to give because it's getting worse. Hope your test results are good.
ReplyDeleteThanks they probably will be OK. Still waiting and its waiting thats the stressful part and a mind that keeps asking " What if ? " We are at the stage of a lot of What ifs in life.
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